The sun goes down, day becomes night. People eat, drink, relax and eventually go to sleep. Me, I do everything, but sleep. My names Tyres and Im a 20 year old insomniac. I trouble sleeping every night, its as if the moon itself gives me the strength to stay awake. Some probably think its pretty cool to have that energy for the night and yes I do agree, but not fully. I have a love/hate relationship towards sleep. It feels great to be in that relaxing, trance like sleep state, and Im lucky if I can get to that stage, but If I had the choice I would never sleep. There's so much to do if you don't sleep. I love watching all those movies that everyone else doesn't get to see because their lives are too busy and they have to sleep when its night. Yes Im a movie geek, but movies aren't the only thing you can do while the rest of your world sleeps. I love to go to all the night clubs and meet fellow night owls; dance with the beauties, have some drinks and have some good food, it s all really great. When you walk into a club and they have the right song playing and all the best lights are flashing, you go into this trance and just hand yourself over to the sound waves, its a wonderful feeling.
The clubs are just the beginning of what the night holds in store. The night time can be peaceful and energetic, all at the same time. If you want a night of solitude, just turn the lights out, open the window and stare at the moon. You really can drift away to the sound of the wind going through the trees and into your room, its quite grand in the summer time. Now for an energetic night, I really don't have to say much. You already have all the clubs with the beats and other goodies, but what else is there you may ask? There's tons more! One of the great things about the night is, your mind finally has time to become creative. For example, roaming the streets downtown and making noise is always some good fun. Running up and down the streets like a crazy kid, yelling and shouting like a mad man, it gets all that stress and frustration that the day time life brings out of you. If an energetic night is what your looking for or even a peaceful calm one, you'll have to be will ing to give some creativity towards it because it isn't just going to fall right into your lap.
Making love at night is heavenly! I become like an animal and the moon light just fuels me. To make love in the moonlight is to transcend into something else, some unexplainable thing, feeling. It truly makes you feel like a vampire. I you don't there's a difference between making love at night and making love during the day, then you really haven't experienced a whole lot in life then have you? The day time is filled with so many distractions, noises, rude people, car pollution, stress, headaches, the list can go on and on. The night, however, has less or none of those things, which makes love making way more enjoyable and fun.
Now you may say, " If everyone becomes a night child, then night time will be like day time, and therefore suck" well heres where your wrong. Not everyone likes and appreciates the night. Some people honestly prefer the day time and you can always count on that because the majority of people prefer day time. So becoming a night owl isn't going to convert everyone you know to the dark side causing night to become day, it just wont happen.
There are dangers you should know about if you want to become a insomniac. You will feel tired more often, and staying awake during the day will become harder. You may develop nasty mood swings that come with random personalities of their own. You may start to see things and become paranoid, I know I do. You could possibly pass out from lack of sleep, depending how your body reacts to lack of sleep and how long you go without sleep. Depression occurs a lot for insomniacs, so be prepared. Your anger may increase during the day, I know mine does every time I run into those annoying people that don't shut up. You may even hunger for the night constantly, who knows about that one, everyones different so don't doubt it. These are things you really should consider before you decided to become a insomniac. You should also realize that these are only some of the symptoms of insomnia, everyones different and everyone comes with there own set of symptoms.
Scared? ready? You've heard it from me, a insomniac since age 4, but honestly don't take my word for it, just forget everything I said or if you really want to try it, try it. You may become one successful insomniac with all the fun that everyone else just dreams of. There's no telling of what the night will bring to you and your mind. You may discover things that no one else has yet, or you may absolutely fuck yourself up and not only hate me, but yourself as well. So think it over, and happy staying awake!
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